Poem / 2.am

in #poetry7 years ago

2.am

A call of loneliness
Again I sit here in front of my monitor
Just wishing I had a comforter
I binged on an anime series today
And realized again
The world is full but empty
There are many fish in this sea
But alas my bait isn't as pretty
As all the rods cast next to me
I refuse to be fake
And I guess that's the reason I'm still up so late

I watched as my brothers left
My cousin followed shortly after
All of them going to a place of laughter
I just sat in this seat
Thirteen hours ago... I'm still here
I need a change of scene

I've become a real introvert
Mainly because of all the hurt
The walls I've put up are a mile high
They are massive sky scrapers blocking my view of the 'wordly' sky
I've given up.
Searching has left me empty handed
Like a gold digger that invested his life savings
Now he sits at his prime socially stranded
To many emotions are boiling inside me
My eyes are welling up, I can barely see
I just need five fingers of assurety
To warp around my hands and promote my individuality

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By Ethan
2017/10/01

please do also go check out these song, they had me at the point of breaking down while I was writing

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Great poem ones friend! Excellent, I feel your pain in this area as well.
I feel a lot of the same things in my personal situation, as the girl I want doesn't want me, but isn't straight about it leaving me wondering.
#COF

He sure is some kind of a poet. He got some very nice poem and the picture really fits the lines.

Yes I look to him for inspiration for my work on here for sure!
#cof

Nice poem sir! I can feel your loneliness from miles away. Come see my photos @tiffanyrej and have some smile. Here's my latest post by the way https://steemit.com/life/@tiffanyrej/mastering-mobile-photography-i-love-green

Nice guitar playing. Really love it

the songs ain't me but thanks :)

Great writing! The mind constantly generates dukkha. This state is inescapable and it doesn't matter where you go or what you do. I have been there many times. I focus on hope and look to the brightness and it's a wonderful life if you can find it.

Very inspirational, Thank you :)

sad words


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very well said,,,so sad though..God is the eternal answer to every worldly problem..

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Don't worry mate. You're a long time dead. Think about it.