Poetry #2: Dwarfed Down

I overdrank myself
I overdrugged myself
I overencouraged myelf
I overcorrected myself
I overtaught myself
I overdecorated myself
I overstimulated myself
I overnourished myself
In your love
Whose sense doggedly dwarfed me
dedicatedly dictated me
and dragged me down the black pits
which viciously kept pulling me down
to a place where nothing lived
Where all my thoughts
Where all my feelings
Where all my beliefs
Mattered no more.
I maybe going crazy
I maybe seeing things
I don't know what's going on anymore
I didn't see it coming
Something I did is haunting me now
And no one has come to my rescue
Not even you.
I'm sorry
Sorry for hurting myself
Sorry for loving you to the point
my heart was overfilled with love
and it no longers feels nothing.
I'm sorry
I don't blame you
I blame myself for overexposing myself to you.
I'm sorry
I don't hate you
I hate myself for overloving you.

By,

Myself / An overloving lover.