I'm feeling sad now

in #poetry7 years ago (edited)

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I'm silent in this pain
I am dumb in this silence
I did not feel the warmth of the sun
I can not feel the warmth of your touch

I do not know what I feel right now
everything happens just that
all passed quickly

Initially you made perfect in my eyes
You make perfect everything
until I began to fall asleep with this
I'm lulled by the warmth of your love
with the beauty of love, your love
which I have long wanted from you

But we've been together for a long time
we live all, I think you are faithful
like me who tried to be faithful to you
faithful to you
but all that is gone ....

After you destroy it all
all my love, my love, and my hope
how could you blame me with her
You betray our love for her sake

And maybe this is indeed our destiny,
our destiny can never unite

Let this be one of the sweetest reminiscences for me
and let me remember all this for myself

And forgive me that is not perfect for you
forgive me sayankku ..,
I will slalu love you, even though you tlah my pain ..,

Forever will melmbekas wound in my heart
raging with uncertainty
loved wrong, love also wrong
sometimes want to be free, loose and crashing
where there is no suffering

But my world is full of regret
droplets of tears of cruelty
a place where I love the person I love so much
now he leaves me with a life that I never know
he judged my seriousness that did not mean anything to him
he is a needle stuck in my heart

Though you are to me the most beautiful
but sanyang !?
you are created not for me to have
You're like a rose for me
because the beauty of your crown makes me sad to let you go
even though the blood of an initerus flows from your thorns

I learned patience from an anger
I learned to succumb from a selfishness
I learned to be tough from a loss

Loneliness is not lost
silence is not to be forgotten
if you do not have time for me
I will understand
if you find love again
I will also understand
but if someday I stop loving you
that's your turn to understand

Sometimes…

There is a match in the Heart

However, everything is not in line

He was not as usual

I do not know what is present in his life now

There is a loss to understand Himself

Currently…

Sometimes…

Want to hear again

He speaks, though meaningless

Perhaps, he held back all that

Or now he does not want to reveal to me anymore

As before ...