I was in a fantasy but your actions woke me up

At times I feel you have replaced me
Replaced me with someone of your own
Someone you call family
I was in a fantasy,
thinking that I was one of your own
I was your family too

But your actions projected otherwise
And it damages,
it damages every cell in the heart
It tears apart the heart
and bleeds agony
The heart aches when the truth is known
Yet acknowledging the truth is preferred
as it is better to live a life of light and authenticity
than a life of deceit and obscurity

I am letting it go
If it is meant to be it will be back