In the realm oh hungry ghosts: a poem

Need the feelings back again, need the unity back but, when?
Lost in oceans of ancient sin, can I really just wait for non-duality to begin?
Feeding the lost boys an empty meal, phenanthrenes replaced with electronic glockenspiel.
Rhyming quatrains hopefully to come, bleeding out words but at least I'm not numb.

Back in the realm of hungry ghosts, inner succubus now seeking new sensory hosts.
The shield of a beard can work so well, independence protecting a vulnerable hell.
Act one: ''I don't need you I'm on my own!'', is a play through which fearful empathy gaps are grown.
Stitching together a new wordage spell, a stage turquoise teal swan to integrate the independence shell.

Riding out the wave of proximity anger, is her reflection of me at the root of why I can't stand her?
Sweat and blood and piss and fears, there are healthier ways to find linguistic tears.
At times lost in the dreams of a strangler, exceptions can be quite the compassion mangler.
The head of consistent poetry once again rears, a lightened heart from the humor of J.P. Sears.

Is my perception of these sounds what creates the division? Can one be a stoic mage in the face of derision?
Self evidently pixels can't replace human interaction, neither can I survive as a one man faction.
As a Canadian advises 'use your words with precision!', your generative force is behind every verbal decision.
There is a day out there than can match your thoughts and action, even your breakfast isn't free from the law of attraction.

Image: the scroll of hungry ghosts 12th century Japan, i do not own this image and will take down on owner's request.

References:
See Dr. Gabor Mate's work for more on 'the realm of hungry ghosts'

other more cryptic references:

Loneliness: An Epidemic in our Society and Why We Need to Change - Teal Swan Speech London 2018

Spiral Dynamics - Stage Turquoise

The Grand Model Of Psychological Evolution - Clare Graves & Spiral Dynamics

Spiral dynamics
http://www.cruxcatalyst.com/2013/09/26/spiral-dynamics-a-way-of-understanding-human-nature/?fbclid=IwAR1DGel-eLzJ8RqkFwXnLUWu0HOqX_xiHphGBiGxa_nT9XJpDLX3zOyNFcg

SDiNL is the leading Dutch platform for sharing the most up-to-date knowledge and background information about Spiral Dynamics Integral (SDi).
http://spiraldynamicsintegral.nl/en/overview-value-systems/

Awaken with J.P
https://www.youtube.com/user/AwakenWithJP

Martin Ball on non duality

Martin Ball on 5-MeO-DMT

Leo Gura on non-duality:

"Tell the TRUTH!" Jordan Peterson;

The negative effects of social media may actually be WORSE than we previously thought.

NB:

correction: on review i think that Teal Swan is stage green of spiral dynamics.
I included Teal as a reference to a specific insight she had on the nature of excessive independence and for specific parts of her insights on loneliness.

I also currently don't 'believe' in non-duality.

i have yet to experience it and so it has the status of 'don't know' in my mind.
i have entertained the idea as it does potentially fit in with a few other perspectives on the nature of reality that i have integrated in to my thinking.