White Noise

It’s all the end of the beginning

I was just beginning when it ended

Dead in the heart I couldn’t understand it

Sometimes I want off of this planet

Because it’s all just white noise to me

Living day to day, wanting to feel

Wanting

What I want I can’t have

What I have doesn’t want me

I’m not the man I wanted to be

It’s just like, I could be there

You can kiss me or not, I don’t care

pieces of me scattered

I was looking in a mirror, shattered

It’s all just white noise to me

I’m not the man I wanted to be

Matter of fact

If not today, someday

We could take a SOMA holiday

what’s the matter? Are you okay?

I’m just F.I.N.E.

Pass it along, ”purple monkey dishwasher”

it’s all just white noise to me

Wanna play games? What’s my name?

Splintered

Too many times, too many lives. Shattered

Surrounded by the grey

Clouded

Rain drops, like piss down my back

I’ve had enough of the bull crap

This truth has got a crack in it

What I thought was my reality

Was really a realty, now name your price

It’s free!

Because it’s all just white noise to me

Tell me you love me

I’ll show you this open grave

Hop in it with me

Co-dependent slave

You can press your lips to mine

depression

I get the impression you like the taste

Weaponized your sex

Suppression

What a fucking waste

Because it’s all just white noise to me

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