SORRY

I was told I need to filter my words.
Be more quiet, let others be heard.
...and for that I was sorry.

Potential suitors intimidated by my success.

Friends tell me maybe say less.
....and for that I was sorry.

Scholars pointing out my looks as I tried to study my books.

Was there a step I mistook?

...and still for that I was sorry.

But year after year, my fears ...