First paragraph is one of these little journeys into your mind and reality that I have come to really enjoy on your blog. Those streams of thoughts and emotions that express so much in such a small space.
Too much blood in my coffee stream
This line made me smile.
I am trading, I am trading! Miss you.
The emotional dissonance is palpable here... excitement against loneliness. I think we are rarely ever feeling only one emotion at once. Sometimes some are louder than others. We try to hope it's the positive ones that are loudest, but the opposite is often true.
I feel absolutely exhausted at the moment. Yet I am way more focused and convinced I can accomplish things I am set out to do. Anxiety is becoming a more rare guest.
It does suck that life is so exhausting right now, but I am really glad to read that your anxiety and confidence are improving. Anxiety is a bitch.
Aww. I always think of them as rather silly and no one cares or wants to know xD Glad you find them enjoyable.
Coffee is life, lol. I should quit.
It is very suck right now, but then there are worse things in life to worry about. It will be better soon.
Anxiety is a bitch 100%.
Achoo! !sneeze
This user has already been infected! Sneezing at them again does not have any effect.