Awww! I hear you...jumping into things full speed and later realizing that it's all too much...is something that I can definitely relate to. Coming back with a fresh mind and new ideas is never a bad idea...and you can resume whichever ventures that you still remain passionate about. Perhaps with new insight into what works for you. I will really miss you during the 85 days...we haven't caught up lately and did not know your health was suffering! Sending my love and best wishes and looking forward to your return already! <3