Yes that’s the thing, the good deeds do not balance out the evil. If we are doing back things we cannot ‘balance’ the evil by doing good, we must understand the evil side and try our best to extinguish this side of us. We all have evil inside but it is possible to not have this and be a good person, it will always come but but within ourselves we can overpower the evil inside with our good. Then, once the wrongs are internally corrected, then we can be good and ‘reap the benefits’ within and personally. I do not feel we should be good just for others to notice or purely to make others feel good, it is also for ourselves just as much as others:)