To the man who took my heart

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To the man who took my heart,

      You came into my silent life, I was alone and broke at that moment. You know that I was so broke and down and then you lift me in the midst of my sorrows. You gave me hope when I lost hope, you make me believe in you that your not the same man to the man who broke my heart. At first you were as pure as an angel, you make me feel that I am your princess and your my knight in shinning armor. The love we shared is like a fairytale that has an happy ending. I thought I won a jackpot in a lotto when I gave my heart to you, I gave it without a doubt that you will hurt me. But years passed by the love we shared that sweeter like a cotton candy is now bitter like coffee. A princess I was once is now a lost girl with a lost heart, is now a girl who cried everynight in silent with her pillow. A girl who used to be happy in love is now a girl with a broken heart. A girl who thought she had found her knight in shinning armor was turn into a nightmare for her. What happened to the man I used to love the most? Where did I go wrong? What did I do for you to make me feel like shit and unwanted girl? You started shouting at me, you throw words into my face, you insult me like no one can do that to me, you bilittle me, you step on my like a rug on the floor. It makes me emotionaly drained, I feel pity to myself and think how awful I was. I think over and over again, I don't deserve the treatment you showed me I deserved better.  You left me hanging in the middle of nowhere, I was alone again, I was so broke again. 
    Now I am trying to fix the broken pieces of me. Maybe not today but someday my heart will be healed and never stop loving again. I hope when I love again it will not you and I hope it is better than you. I am hoping for your happeness.

Truly yours,
@kiddjew