It sure was a lot of pain for Pewdiepie after 17 years together. His love is reflected in those extra two years as you say.

On the other hand I'm sure Pewdiepiemust have a photo album in your memory where you shared many moments together.

The highest price we pay for loving is losing. One day we will lose what we love be it pets, family, friends and even ourselves we will be gone and that will be inevitable in time. Stopping to think about the moment usually causes terror and pain so it is best to save that pain for when the time comes but until it does not come make the most of your time with Nadi (as I am sure you always do).

In the end we will try to look back grateful for the time we were able to share with that being, satisfied that we did our best to enjoy them.