Happy Birthday!
Yeah, I can fully relate to that - just been thinking similar things. I remember when you first started posting and your posts were some of the best ones I'd seen on Steemit.
https://steemit.com/teamnz/@frot/thefirstweekofmyzeroexpectationssteemitexperiment-n5a2bfbj2l
Thanks so much... I'm happy to be back.