The feeling

I hate this feeling.
I hate this feeling of longingness and agony.
I hate this feeling that people takes me to their advantage.
I hate this feeling that it keeps on coming back to me.

How can people be so cruel and selfish.
How can people be so arrogant and stupid.
Don't they have a heart? To not see how painful the feeling was?
Is that how heartless people are?

Everything all started smoothly, but it always end in pain and lost.
You were filled with smiles and laughters, but now only tears and sorrow.
Having no choice but to lurk yourself in the shadows and be alone.
And think of everything, not as a regret but a lesson.

I hate this feeling. And I hope all of you are satisfied and happy now.