Thanks for the comment.

It certainly seems like a kind of evil joke of the universe that when I am trying to return to my daily life ... well, this happens and it makes me feel decayed again.

By the way, you are right, I would hate people to express pity to me, I have a somewhat peculiar situation, on the one hand I know that I am in a bad moment, but I do not like to have compassion ... an old friend told me that my character had dyes of a peculiar "arrogance", of those who try to help those who can but who refuse to borrow some help even when they need it.

I do not know if my friend was right and I am classified in that old Sin Capital, but I dare not deny it, after all he has some reason, I do not like to bother others asking for help ... so it may be that if it is true what that friend told me.