I hate 2019

in #newyear • 5 years ago

2019 was one of the worst years of my life. I got laid off from a job I loved, had a falling out with a best friend of 11 years, and had to transition out of welding after 14 years in oil and gas.

I haven't been able to get on my feet ever since. I can barely pay my bills and every month I come a little bit closer to losing everything. Mentally and emotionally I'm at my rock bottom. Life is so brutal you can be on the top of the world one minute then loose everything the next. I'm just so tired of the emotional rollercoaster ride, living from paycheck to paycheck, and not knowing if I'll even have a roof over my head for much longer.

For anyone else that's had a horrible 2019 I pray that 2020 is different. I pray that I and everyone reading this has a good 2020. I pray everyone is successful and prosperous in there endeavours and all they do for next year.

GOD Bless yall

#a change is going to come

#depression #fucklife #broke #tiredoflife #struggle
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    Just hang in there. Yep, I've been having a screwed couple of years. It started in 2015 and it still hasn't stopped. I hope 2020 ushers in change for me too. But looking back at those bad times, I can tell you that it's taught me more than the good times. It also helped me identify good friends. So embrace the bad times. It's just a lesson. We all overcome them and stronger survives. So be strong.
    Also, economic bad times are not unique to anyone. It's pretty much global. You are not the only one - if that's any comfort :) take care and happy new year in Advance.

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    Thanks so much i appreciate the advice and encouragement. Happy new year to you as well. Hopefully 2020 will be our year for awesome change . Thanks again.

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