My First date

As we all know first dates are not always easy,i mean going out with that super hot girl of your dream for the first time makes you feel like 'damn it man, I just hit the jackpot'. You feel so totally nervous no matter how confident you are you just don't wanna make a bad impression so there's this aura of tremendous fear and anxiety boiling from within and outside.. Most guys are super cool when it comes to first dates,they just have thier way of controlling thier fears and making the most of the situation on ground. Unlike me it's like hell to be with her for the first time,i just find a way to freak out for no reason why because am super tensed to the extreme.
I find it difficult being around girls especially the hot ones,Do you know what it means to finally get to meet one on one with that curvy blonde girl in your neighborhood? 🚻 inside you,you're like 'oh my Gosh I think am gonna pee in my pant',maybe you ain't like me though.
First dates to me sucks, like they suck big time because I always end up being a clown .
Though other people might find this uninteresting but I know there is someone out there who understands what I mean by absolute tension when you go out with your extremely curvy gorgeous crush for the very first time of your life. Okay let me share my story with you.
There was this new girl in my neighborhood,just moved in with her parents and siblings for about a week or so. I got to find out from friends that her name is Catherine why because I couldn't ask her myself(super shy). So for like a month I never went up to her to start a conversation even for the fact that her house was close to mine like just few blocks apart. I would see her every morning when she is watering their flowers but would only make one or two eye contacts and then off I go.. I would love to speak with her but she's too preety for me,so I thought. She got to discover my little secret,that I will wake up very early in the morning to wait outside just to make sure I didn't miss her early morning routine(watering of the flowers). So she started observing me(i think). She would stare back from distance just to see if am looking at her,she continued this till I stopped coming out to watch her. She noticed this also and one early lucky Saturday morning she came over to my place,lo and behold I was the one she met first(oh man I almost passed out). She was like "hi, good morning Kelvin you don't seem to wake early these days,why?". OMG! I completely lost it, I was shocked for the fact that she knew my name I almost melted into thin air and she gave me that glance I could never have dreamt of,i didn't know where to begin. Just like always I blew my shot,i said 'nothing'. And she was like 'OK' nice talking to you, I couldn't believe I just missed the opportunity I was waiting for like a long time ago. To cut the story short,i finally got a chance to prove myself to myself after she invited me over to her place. It actually didn't go well if you must know because it's always me, that's what I do best! image link