The Night Before My Release

If I type in " I feel invisible because I a male" I won't find anything on search. It's actually all about women. I guess this further more points out how alone I am in this feeling. I believe that a majority of men don't put as much effort in their looks, nor are they as much of attention seekers in terms of physical aspects compared to women. This is further more the reason why I don't feel like I belong in this body I'm presenting with.

I really do feel sad when I post, and post my talents or photos on Instagram, or twitter and get non to very little of a response. While my friend who isn't a supermodel of any sort, has hundreds of them. I put hashtags as well as she does, and I still don't get the same response. If of anything that has to do with social networking or putting myself out there. It has probably made me even more depressed then I already am. It makes me realize how even more alone I am on this planet. How not appealing I am as a person or never the less the human being that I am. I don't want people to feel sorry or anything cause I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels this way. But I thought I would share this on here because I believe this is the only space online that this would be appropriate. A blog about me and my music and.. well now my feelings.

Tonight I am releasing my 2nd E.P. under Beatzzsoi5. I guess in terms of tone and mood, this E.P. is quite fitting. It goes from happy to sad in just 4 tracks. I did most the work, from producing, to mixing to mastering. Yes I can thank A.I. for the mastering and part of the mixing. I hope that you all try and listen to if you have the time. It's an E.P. that most about me and I think it is important to unleash your expression in feelings in art form. A never forgotten way to show your inner self. Thank you everyone for taking the time to do so. I hope you all have a great rest of the week and spread the word of my music. Let me know and I"ll drop the lyrics as well for you all if it's not already there.

Links-

Bandcamp: https://beatzzsoi5.bandcamp.com/album/soi-5-vol-1

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/beatzzsoi5

Patreon ( If you would like to support my music) : https://www.patreon.com/Beatzzsoi5