Dancing with Life

Wow!!! I put out a short little paragraph on Movement and I can't believe anyone voted on it.....ha!!! how cool!!! So, I will go at this again....I am not a writer, as you can probably already see, I don't hardly read books any more....more because of time ....I just started listening to books online and I do enjoy that....I listen to a lot of things online...what I want to talk about is how I feel so insignificant....inadequate......I feel like I am not smart enough to be doing something like this and then to see that somebody read my movement blog and voted on it just amazes me......and then I ask myself....why do I feel like I don't have things to contribute??? It's crazy how our minds work and what we say to ourselves....Am I the only one that thinks this way??? I know I am not but why do I think this way??? Why is it so hard for me to "make a living???" Why is it so hard for me to "Make Money"????? That is where I am in my life right now.....I am 50+years old and I am struggling.....I am scared.....I know that I am not alone.....

BUT, I am very optimistic and I don't dwell on negative things........What I am GOOD at is Movement.....Yes, I started ballet when I was 3 or 5 yrs old, I was teaching Callisthenics in 1978 before Aerobics was even big. Then had my own studio in 81 and still teaching today......Movement has saved me .....but it does not make me much money....But maybe one day.....I can see,now that I am past my 50's that because I have been teaching so long that gives me an edge.......so, just maybe, if I can get out of my own way, I can figure out how to turn my movement into a good income maker??? Who knows?? I have to get back to my new real job which is learning how to do websites and help business owners with lead generation, seo and all that internet stuff.....It's not something I am knowledgeable about ...I am learning a whole new skill and it is very hard for me but I am going to make this work.....so while I have to sit on my ass for way too many hours I am sooooo glad I have 2 classes i will be teaching today 4:30 chair yoga/body sculpt and 5:30 yoga.......Thank God I have Movement in my life..... Please get off your butt a couple times today and do some movement...put some fun music on....smoke a joint if you need to and just MOVE YOUR BODY in all kinds of fun ways and one more thing.......FEEL what is moving......I mean Really FEEL it.....I will talk more about FEELING next time I check in.....
Keep Dancing with LIfe!!!
Much Love~