As anyone who has done a substantial amount of Psilocybn(Shrooms) or Lysergic Delysid Acid(LSD) knows, there are parts of a trip that simply aren't pleasant. This usually happens when you're plateauing-(is that a word?) and your whole reality is teetering on the stability of your own thoughts. Only with experience does a psychonaut eventually realize that their thoughts shape their respective realities and such a realization is the fuel for controlling said reality..BUT until you realize that you're in FUCKVILLE completely at the whim of your fears and doubts, watching them bend your perception in sinister ways you would have never imagined existed...Just breathe slowly.you're just tripping balls... At some point in time, you are SURE that you're gonna die and if you've never experienced this then you're not really tripping IMO. This is all necessary to truly grasp the power of one's mind

Now I say all this to create a bridge of empathy for these girls as I've been in a state of delusion so deep that if there was an outward entity offering me relief through some action or testament, I would probably do or say whatever is necessary to escape the world I now fear is permenant. Thankfully, that state of mind wasn't permenant....but heres the kicker..FOR THEM, IT IS. So is stabbing a girl 19 times in a secluded forrest at the request of an entity you perceive to be real crazy? Well crazy is relative, isn't it?