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It's rolling over me
Pressed and broken
The blood is boiling
I'd pull the ribs apart
And step in to the tar
Just to become the monster
I'm really hoping I am

Maybe I only brought you in
To make the way a little easier

I can fall forever
With nothing stopping me
I can see forever
With nothing ahead of me
As soon as I think I'm free
It's right there again
Burning alive
And a thousand times stronger

This water makes me sick
But I'm still sticking my face
In the mud for a drink
Full of parasites
The worms in my gut
What do I do with this

I'm being destroyed
In rage and hate
My stomach's turning
While I quietly break

What do you want from me
What do you want from me
What do you want from me

You know I've walked through the blood
Buried the ashes and closed the door
Full of fissures and fears
I'm paralyzed here
For all the fire you've held back
I know one day it'll break through
And I'll move on and be made new
But I need to live while I'm living
Something got lost, and let go

I can feel it reaching for me

Nothing to break the fall, forever it's there for me
Nothing ahead of me, I can see everything
Nothing but lies, the noise, it's steadily stripping me
Fissures and fears, paralyzed here
It's taking everything just to breathe

I'm being destroyed
In rage and hate
My stomach's turning
While I quietly break
Maybe I only brought you in
To make the way a little easier
And I keep going to the mud for a drink
What else do I do with this

I can feel it reaching for me

Broken and black, worn and burned through
The stars have gone dark just for me