"I know that you don’t like this sadness. Yes, it freaking hurts. I love you". I feel inspired! Love is a beautiful emotion, ego can also feel beautiful to humans at a certain point in time because of its intoxicating reaction with the soul.

Reading through your postyou seem like a philospher at a point, then an astrologer, then a spiritualist.....or let me say you are dynamic in nature which is very lovely,keep it up!