I tried and I lost!

in #lost6 years ago

When we first met, he seemed like a very nice guy. He ran after me for 6 months, and I wasn't warming up to him. I tried and I lost myself. He was very polite, caring, respectful and understanding.

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He didn't force me to do anything I didn't want, never to restrict my individual freedoms. After a while, I started to love her romantic and emotional approach and fell in love with her.

I expressed that we need to get to know each other, agreed with understanding. The only thing that bothered me was that he was over-nervous in traffic. When I told her a couple of times, she said that she was tense because of work and would be more attentive. In our sixth month, she offered a marriage she would like by every woman.

After being engaged, everything changed with great speed. Somehow it prevented my meeting with my friends, and my clothes were mixed with my hair. She said she wanted to take me back to work and she wanted me to sell my car. I shouldn't be working after marriage. Until that day I started to visit with friends I never knew before. When I called, either cursed or closed my face or did not open at all.

He apologized the next day. One day, he came to my office and said he had a big surprise. After getting married, she bought the house, but I was broken, so we should have chosen. He accused me of being worthless, punched the walls of the house. The next day he apologized again. He started to question every act, every word, until the music I was listening to. I was concerned. He wanted to get a date for a marriage date, and I was questioning my decision.

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One day we went to get the measure for the curtains. I asked how I knew it when I was taking it. Or have I ever hired someone else? She suddenly got angry at herself and then started hitting me. He grabbed me as he tried to get away, he was so strong. When I started shouting, she took me to the back room and raped her, and continued through the night. He locked the door and broke my phone. I was desperate and always crying.

I had to get out of there somehow, but I was both mentally and physically exhausted. My family and friends were curious, they broke in with the police and went inside. I found out that he was severely violated by his father when he was a child and his mother and brother were the same. I can't eat, I can't see my best friends, I can't go to work. I told you I tried, I lost myself.


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