the fact that we are here at all is all the proof I need

And this should be enough.. You're right. So why isn't it for me and so many others?

I truly admire this ability to be attuned to this ancestral knowledge. I did have a suspicion you would be, after reading your post about your travels in India and Nepal and also your mother's post. It was so late when I read those, but you were so brave in my eyes; I wouldn't know if I have that in me. My uncle is a professional Psychiatrist and he always said that you mustn't study the mind and brain if you do not want to be confronted with some uncomfortable truths about your own self... Until now I don't get any further than reading and learning about mind, soul and brain on a cognitive level, and that's just not enough. That's maybe why you're the inspiration an such a talented artist.

I know. I should just try it for myself. Maybe I will.

You are an example and an inspiration, and I'm grateful for your wisdom and art :-) <3