just as @mikesthoughts said. We are here and a lot of what you wrote I too deal with on a daily bases. You are not alone. Never think you are!!
Come join the freewriters and ..........it helps.........in 5 minutes a day....even if you don't feel comfortable posting it.......I call it my '5 minutes frrewrite therapy* for the day. it helps you realize what is on your mind that day at that minute and somehow it helps you work through things that have been bothering you for so long. Trust me there. please.
here is todays prompt. even if you don't write tonight.read a few and you will see you are not alone hugs to you AND your wife
https://steemit.com/freewrite/@mariannewest/day-132-5-minute-freewrite-wednesday-prompt-gardening
Thanks for the words of encouragement. I will have to look into the freewriting. I have been doing a lot more writing these past few days here on Steemit than I normally do, which has actually been therapeutic and has introduced me to a lot of great people. Normally when I post my photography there isn't much interaction, but I have noticed that when I comment on other writer's posts or if I make posts that are more geared towards content than my photos, I spend more time having meaningful conversations. This community here has been awesome this past month that I have been on Steemit.
interaction is very key to healing for all of us.
Steemit has helped me in so many ways I have now lost count.
5 minutes of your day to write something is worth more then I can tell you. You just, in this, have to have faith.
I am here if you should ever need anything.