Wow....this thing had me in tears dude.
It kills me when someone with as beautiful as soul as yours has to go through such an insanely painful experience in life. There really is nothing anyone can say to make any of it better, and sometimes the people who reach out and say what they think is the right thing to say, only end up upsetting more. Thank you for sharing this heartbreaking story with us all. I hope that more people see your story because I know it takes a lot of courage to post something so personal and so painful like this online. You definitely just got my full 100% upvote and resteem.