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in #life7 years ago

Hello Steemians, I would like to share with you my story and more specifically - story associated with depression.

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It starts innocently in a primary school. I was tormented and laughed there at every possible step. To be honest, I thought that I will become stronger by that. I was wrong. Oh god, I was really wrong. In high school, it was even worse. People have grown up, so does their "jokes". They became very cruel. During high school I didn't really have any friends, so this period of life was really hard to me. In the meantime I was diagnosed in a Crohn's disease - I began to wonder about the meaning of life and many times I thought about suicide. But i couldn't do this to my family - at the end, they were always with me. The only happiness that has happened to me since I was little kid was the remission of the disease. It seemed to me the things that happened to me during school attendance is a trivial and I knew then that the life is ahead of me.

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Unfortunately, the biggest misfortune of my life was my mom's death. I've never felt such sorrow. One thing was what sustained me in my spirit - a promise i made to my mother before she died. I promised her that I will start a loving family. A beautiful wife and two adorable children - that's my life's goal. And that I will be there for them to live as long as I can. Some time later I met the love of my life - Caroline. Thanks to her I have strong will to live and I feel like I am the luckiest person alive!

That was my story. Do you have something to share with the people here?