Mate. Powering down is not a badge of disgrace. The opposite holds true. Its a medal of honesty and hard work, it is truth in your achievements, it is the fruits of your labour.
In the last two days Ive come across a couple of begging posts....from families in distress or need food? No.
One from a guy, one of his family cars has broken down and needs $300 and another from a European in jail in Bali for attempting to smuggle weed. Privelidged tossers.
You are not asking anything except a friendly ear and forgiveness from powering down.
Stop being a fucking idiot. We are here to help or improve our lives, youre having a shit time right now, time the community returned some of the love to you.
My love and best wishes to you and your family, I lost my dad this year too. Its shit.
Take care mate and dont get too deeply into a black hole, you only have to reach up and there are torches and hands to help everywhere.