I wasn't happy with my life? I don't need to work hard to create changes because the cards have piled up against me... I continued to play this role because I had created a haven for my ego. He gave me an imaginary rock to hide behind when life became challenging.

this is similar to what it means to me to stay in a comfort zone, where you simply hide yourself from the changes you can experience, whether it be for fear, for comfort or any other circumstance that surrounds you, getting out of this hole is not easy, but there is no stronger force than yours, you can make great leaps in our lives, excellent reflection friend, thank you very much.
Excuse my English, I use a translator.