Very powerful piece, thanks for sharing it. It is my point of view that chaos can be that catalyst towards a better future, we must endure and learn through the harder times in life, so that we can enjoy and appreciate the best times.
Any time that I am in a stressful or worrying situation, I try to remind myself of why I am in that situation - it generally calms me to know that there is a reason for me being there.
Thanks for the great post.