Thanks for this deeply personal share! Many of us have heard of these "training trips," and what actually goes on there, but this is the first personal accounting that I've seen. You never forget the moment when the disillusionment begins. That moment of awareness leads to another moment, and another, and another, until your eyes are too open to the corruption to shut. There's certainly a place for modern medicine, and pharmaceuticals; however, the pharma industry is billions of dollars strong and padded & protected by governments. With all of that in mind, it's dangerous for a person to put their full trust in it, or even our doctors sadly.