This is a special post. You did yourself a true service. The writing itself empowers your own connection to your true self, which is priceless.
I need not share my own experiences. But I can relate your situation. I can only tell you it gets better. Maybe not easier, but better. Therapy, Diet, Yoga, Tai Chi, have empowered me. I might also suggest pushing yourself to do things fun and social such as visiting an #improv comedy theater. Stand up is fun, but I am talking about specifically an improv theater where a group of people get together to discover and appreciate joy. Tis just a humble suggestion.
You got this. You have found something remarkable. And you are always welcome to visit our chill supportive community at www.steemexperience.com.
Stay blessed. Contact me anytime here or on discord, @jacobts
Thank you. I have found photography and filmmaking and that has been a good outlet for me. It has not only helped me, but I have found that some of my work has helped others and I have been able to tell people's stories that would not have been able to get out there.