Life is like a blow to a shield - either you stand or fall.

How to return faith in yourself?
One boy started asking himself this question after serving in the army. Returning home after a long absence of a boy is pursued by such thoughts as - “everyone will be glad to see me, I’m a hero and my beloved woman is probably tired of counting every minute before my return”. The time has come, here's the boy on the threshold of the house, but the strangest thing is that no one meets the "long-awaited" boy, everyone now has other concerns - career growth at work with relatives who have forgotten the boy, the woman he loved is already married and two beautiful children, whom the boy is no longer not a step fits - because she has a new life, she is a good boy. Immediately at the thought boy "I thought the hell was over, but it was just beginning" horrible dreams did not allow to sleep at night, every rustle in the room at night seemed suspicious, trying to start all over again Yenko increasingly closed in itself and lose the most important in my opinion faith is a -veru. Suicidal thoughts visited more and more often, dark thoughts swept over the boy’s head leaving nothing light in his mind. One very rainy morning the boy decided to walk through his block and saw a big old abandoned house and inadvertently began to associate himself with this house, old with ugly overgrown with a lawn, a leaky lid and a bent-down arbor from which came the meticulous smell of carrion. The guy was very interested that looking at this house, he felt that everything can be changed - to change yourself and this house, having bought this old, dirty and ridiculous house, began to diligently restore it. Not a short time passed before the boy made this house beautiful, but he could not stop blaming himself for the fact that “it seemed to the boy” he pushed away all his old friends, relatives and the woman he loved. After the final restoration of the house, he opened a group where the former military found friends and talked, became necessary for each other and helped each other.
And why am I all this? - If backing is the only way out for you, then you have arrived