Hunger of the Heart

I didn't post anything yesterday so I decided to do so today. Have not been feeling too well within Steemians... I stopped checking my Facebook and Instagram updates because I feel unfulfilled. I feel my pace in life is so slow. I feel like holding a remote to fast-forward it the way I please. But none of this seem to happen.

Not like am not occupied with business and wedding preparations but I just feel this vacuum in my heart. That I must get something done, that I haven't done enough, that I must succeed at what I do and more.

This thought bothers me a lot, and opening up to people who envy my little achievements isn't what I need at the moment. Yeah, I ought to be grateful. But what can I do, when my heart keeps crying and yelling for fulfillment and greatness...which I don't know how to go about.

Too many obstacles, have climbed several obstacles on my way, yet my destination seem to keep getting farther than ever. Have you ever felt this same way?

Or am I just wanting too much since we humans are insatiable. I just need help in satisfying this hunger In my heart. How do I go about this?