My 2019 is half disaster but I do hope that 2020 will be better. After reading your post, I think that all my new year resolution is based on my faith and hope for a better life on 2020 and year after that and after until the end.
I do believe that we need to improve ourself everyday but sometimes its tiring because of the natures of ones surrounding. Maybe its alright to stop and rest for a while?
But then, always have courage to start back again in pursuing the better quality of oneself.