Thank you.

I will miss you, too. It is not easy to drop out, yet I find it necessary.
My attempt to build a bridge between the disciplines and to point out that all that we work and deal with in our minds should embrace birth and death in its physical form was my mission. I hope, it is completed for those who read what I had to say.

I would not take on all of your critiques as this is again the pain body speaking but well, I myself have an aching body, too. So I cannot throw with stones from the glass house. Still seeking for my Sangha.

I truly cannot define what "success" actually means. Other than finding it in the very moments of life.
Strength and courage are what I seek and I lost it many times through virtual interactions while in my real life I do not have those struggles. So I let myself be scared of ideologies. I did not expect the power of blaming to be found here first. That is, why I disconnected myself from mass media. Only to find it here unleashed, too. I guess that could be one of my reasons to stop blogging. I guess I will turn into my mom:-) which is funny somehow as I was defeating her a long time of my young adulthood.

Don't give up on people. I don't. Even if this text might suggest that I do, I don't.
My most sincere greetings to you.