Life Hurts

in #life7 years ago

I have not seen my parents in the same room without fighting in over 3 years. Today my father in his rage, while storming out the door told me him and my mom are getting a divorce. I have known it was coming but I did not ever expect it to happen.
My sister is over at the neighbors house, what if she goes with my mom and I go with my dad? She has been like my mother for as long as I can remember. I can deal without my parents but without my sister, I don't know.....

I don't have anyone that I can talk to and therapy would just be another cost added to living. I guess I am just using this as a way to vent my frustration. I am now in a situation where I have no idea what life is going to bring me and it is scary.

I am guessing my dad is back at the bar drinking, Same place he has been my whole life. My mom is locked in her room and the bottle of jack isn't in the pantry so I wont be seeing her till tomorrow.

Time to grab my book and my keyboard and write something that will mean nothing.

Life

Is there anything that I can do about this or should I just ride the waves of life?

I don't want to continue the cycle of teenage lust ending in divorce but feel that is what I'm doomed to do just like everyone else.

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I will right now.

Use this as your vent. It can be therapeutic to write your feelings down and it sounds like you need that right now.

You can write as well so give yourself that!

Take care of yourself while they are going through this process. It will look up and it will get better.

I know it seems impossible and scary now but give it time. They need time to find what makes them happy and whole apart from each other but once they do you and your sisters lives should dramatically improve.

I have just spent 12 min trying not to say something horribly depressing as a reply.
I gave up.
I wish I had something to reply that is not depressing but I cant so all I can say is thank you for the kind words.

If that’s what you have then say it. Depression ebbs and flows. What you feel now will pass... It’s just hard waiting for it to pass.

Life and stuff.

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i wish that i have not bothered you , thanj you for reading .

Have you tried not being a pussy?

@johnroomusic, depression is nothing but a chemical change in your brain. The only thing you can do is what @dailylol is doing. Taking it day to day and surviving it.

I get it. I suffer from depression myself. This guy came onto one of my posts and acted like a prick. Throwing negativity. When I hit back he cried slurs with 3 replies telling me to kill myself. Maybe he asks for his depression.

Stop the lies.
I said your plagiarized post was "gaye"
You then came to my most recent post to talk shit.
Now you are trying to lie about it like a little bitch.
Kill yourself retarded faggot, the lies only show how low you are willing to go.

And that’s not cool...

So why do it here? Maybe you were joking but you’ve got to specify when someone is down.

How would that change anything?
Kill Yourself Retarded Faggot!