Amusingly, for me happiness came first and then I was able to focus on building my skills. But it was not the kind of happiness I was looking for in the first place, I admit it. It struck me from behind and left me bleeding, and now I can fly. Maybe I am dead :)

Honestly, I think you are right. And maybe impatient, which is the privilege of the young, but you do not seem to be overdoing. I enjoy your energy. Please make the most out of it. All the best for you!