Healing My DNA & Soul Trauma - SWC @jerrybanfield (repost with proper 1st tag)

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Shortly after the birth of my first child I became involved in a movement that would guide me to a woman that would change my life forever. The movement is known as “We Are Mauna Kea” and it was based on the protection of one of the most sacred places in Hawai’i known as Mauna Kea (for short). Mauna Kea is a mountain on the Big Island of Hawai'i but more than that it is a sleeping volcano and a site of great spiritual significance. The summit is said to be in the realm of the gods, the place where heaven and Earth meet and held with the upmost respect and sacredness by those who still honor Hawaiian teachings. In pre-contact Hawai’i, strict protocol was required to ascend the sacred slopes to bury ancestors, harvest rare resources, or pray and bring offerings to the many gods that dwelled there. It is said Poliahu (Pol-ee-ah-hu) the goddess of the snow would bless the top of Mauna Kea covering the summit in snow during colder months.

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My close friend at the time who was deeply involved in the movement, a young Hawaiian woman with a passion for culture, healing, and protecting all that is sacred, told me of a healer who could channel spirits. Not only was this spiritual healer going to various sacred sites to help release blocked energy and suffering spirits that were stuck here for various reasons, but she offered her services to anyone in need. She was an important pillar for the spiritual growth of all who stood with the We Are Mauna Kea group, offering powerful prayers and healing for those experiencing difficulties. All she asked for was a fair donation for her services, but that if you were unable to pay she would not withhold her services to those in need. Truly living in a “service to others” state of being which can be difficult financially at times as many are still living in a “service to self” state of being.

I was very interested in seeing this healer but it took some time before the right situation aligned for me to do so. Many members of the We Are Mauna Kea movement had seen her at one point or another, some being very prominent members of our community. All agreed their experiences with her were very healing and profound. Out of respect and privacy I am going to call this healer Ana. She is of Anishinabe descent, a tribe with powerful women healers who have fiery passion in their blood. They are warrior women with advanced spiritual gifts and their abilities have been acknowledged for hundreds of years. For me, my husband, and even my children, her presence in our lives has been incredible. Not only that, but she has been so giving of her gifts, asking for only donation among people of lower incomes, that she often received little to no payment for her time.

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The Healer Ana
The first time I finally saw her, I had no idea what to expect. She was a small, seemingly gentle woman, with a graceful strength to her I had only experienced when meeting Native American grandmothers at an indigenous elders gathering. After I told her a little bit about myself and why I was there we opened with a prayer; first her, then I. It felt very awkward for me at first but as she began to tell me about my spirit guide, my deceased grandmother, my awkwardness faded away. She informed me that higher vibrational beings, such as angels, elementals and spirit guides needed to be invited and requested to assist and that they could not do so without our invitation. She also brought to my awareness that she saw a fawn with me, a young deer being my first introduction to spirit animals. To be honest I had some disappointment as I expected to have her uncover that I was a powerful being here to do something so important I could not fathom such a calling. Sadly my ego was far more enlarged at that point which prevented my intuitive and spiritual energy from activating more fully until several years down the road.

It wasn’t until after the birth of my second child, that I would have one of the most profound healing experiences with her of my life. At the time, we were living with my in-laws due to financial strain and a lack of affordable housing (not uncommon in Hawai’i). I was finding myself feeling incredibly violent for no reason. I started to see a therapist but it didn’t really help. I had urges that were so unlike me, with an inner rage practically oozing from every cell of my body that I felt very confused and I didn’t know what was happening to me. I knew I needed to see Ana as soon as possible. When I finally arranged a session with her I felt like I was at the end of my rope, like I was a caged bear ready to go on a rampage. I told her a little bit about what I was feeling and then we started the session.

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DNA Healing
Very soon after the opening prayer she got knocked off balance, breathing and exhaling like someone had just polluted the air she was breathing. This was the way she would respond when spiritual energy would come forth and flow through her so she could relay what was being communicated. She told me a guide from my lineage, a shaman medicine woman had come and that she was pulling at my energy field. She said she was pulling out strands of what looked like light unfolding. She said she had never seen such a sight. She told me that this medicine woman was from my lineage and that she was healing my DNA. Then suddenly it got even more intense. She said energy began coming out and she started having visions of what this energy was. She saw people screaming, running, women and children being murdered left and right, horrible images. I began to cry. Then she saw men come out, bound at the hands. These were some of the men who had murdered my people. She said they were asking for forgiveness and to be released, that they were ignorant and did not know the evil they were committing and for me to please release them from the prison within my DNA.

I was astounded and shocked. Like a deer in the head lights. I was in tears and I was frozen with disbelief. I had never told Ana the history of my tribe but I knew after finding the information in college, what had happened to my tribe from my mother’s lineage was exactly as she described. My ancestors were brutally murdered by the Spanish, the first wave being Hernan Cortes' men, and several waves of Spanish conquistadors afterward, all because they refused the church and they refused to give up their way of life. Knowing I had spirits held prisoner within my DNA caused me to feel angry for a moment, vengeful even. I questioned, do you deserve to go, do you deserve to be free after what you did? I realized I needed to let them go. As much as I knew my family suffered for generations because of their actions, I needed to release them from my energy field and I needed to heal my DNA. She said that the angels were coming to take them but that I needed to say they could go, that I had to choose to forgive them and free them, or not. I agreed, I forgave them though somewhat reluctantly, and she told me they were being taken away.

After the session I was in shock. I finally felt at peace. I finally felt calm, more calm then I ever remember feeling. The deep inner rage I couldn’t seem to release for over a week was gone. I was amazed that after all these years this happened at a time in my life when this healer could be a medium and bring forth the healing beings necessary to help me and my entire lineage. I do not understand how these spirits were held as prisoners within my DNA so I will not attempt to explain how this was possible but I am very thankful I was given an opportunity to heal this within me, as I have come to understand that it heals the lineage in front of us as well, meaning my children. Like karma, it reminds us of the circular way in which energy is connected and shared, especially in a family lineage.

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DNA Energy Healing

After that experience I knew and felt the importance of healing first hand. Many of us are unaware of the deep seeded energies that need healing until they are bursting at the seams, begging to be released. In this particular instance, energy from the experiences of my ancestors began affecting my current life in a negative way. I was eternally grateful to Ana for her gift of healing and for her courage to be of service for people in a spiritual capacity. In some cases we have trauma from our present lives that affect our energetic field which can cause us to limit ourselves and suppress our own growth and spiritual development. Since that healing, I have gone through many more experiences to heal trauma from a past life as well as trauma held in my body from my childhood and young adulthood. Despite the leaps and bounds I have made in my healing, I am still continuing to find repressed energy and blockages in need of being released.

Releasing Soul Trauma
In one session later on down the road Ana asked if I knew what star I was from and that I should ask my higher self and my guides during meditation to discover that for myself, kind of like homework. I had never thought about that question as I had always been fascinated with animals, even dinosaurs so I assumed I had been on Earth my entire “soul life”. There is a quote, “We are not humans having a spiritual experience, but spiritual beings having a human experience.” I feel like that sums it up nicely. Especially after my past life regression where the details of the events on the eve of my death were exactly as described in history texts.

I asked to do a past life regression with a skilled hypnotherapist. I like to think of hypnotherapy as guided meditation. Part of the reason was that I figured there must have been a past life that was important to my current life so I wanted to see what would come. I know and trust what I saw during my session was real. At first the images came very slowly and I didn't quite understand them. I saw a dark sky, burnt tree, a skull, a giant reptile. Surely this couldn't be Earth I thought, am I on another planet? I saw faces that changed, changed, and changed and then it stopped at a man. I saw a man wearing a jaguar cape and soon I realized it was me. On on my left shoulder two others were connected to me. I had a wife and a daughter and we lived in a home near a large stepped pyramid.

I questioned if this was a Mayan city or an Aztec one, I wasn't sure. Suddenly my city was set ablaze. Flames burning high I could hear yelling and screaming. People were dying everywhere and the sky and ground was red. The weight of the death of my family on my shoulders and hundreds, maybe even thousands of others I could feel that I felt responsible to this city. I knew I was shown this past life for a reason but it was very intense. I could only handle so much of the feelings as I broke down in tears from the deep suffering I was feeling. I was clearly here to release the trauma my soul had experienced being unable to save my family and my people.

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Blue Feathered Serpent

After the scene faded into a red glow, nothing but burning buildings and a crumbling city I saw a huge blue serpent with feathers emerge from thick dark clouds. This serpent slithered through the sky and from its body rain drops fell and put out the fire. It was as though the rain from this serpent was a healing rain of sleep and healing, putting the fire and all that was burned and dead to rest bringing peace. It seemed beautiful and magical but suddenly I felt and overwhelming sadness wash over me. Moments later it was like an upwelling from my soul, pain and suffering filled my consciousness. I got scared for a minute as it felt like darkness was pulling me down and trying to consume me. I knew the energy needed to be released so I called on the universe to open a portal, or a gateway for this energy to be siphoned into so it could be recycled into the abyss of creation. I saw darkness sucking from me and into this spiraling hole of stars similar to what a black hole might resemble. When this was finished I finally felt at peace and I knew the trauma from this life had finally been released.

Later on I wanted to confirm what I saw so I looked up some of these details I experienced. I found that the Aztec capital city of Tenochtitlan was indeed burned to the ground by Cortes. The warriors that protected the city were known as warriors of the jaguar who wore jaguar capes and were known for their stealth and agility. And Quetzalcoatl the great feathered serpent was one of their most beloved deities who is said to have come from the stars. I recall when I saw this great feathered serpent I felt relieved and the way it dropped its soothing rain was so nurturing. With a kind content smile on its face it almost had a feminine feel to it and I did not feel frightened seeing this massive being in the sky.

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Devian Art Quetzalcoatl

Reincarnation and Healing
For me it always made sense why reincarnation was a fact of life. Everything in life is cycles. Cycles of water, cycles of soil, cycles of energy, circling and recycling itself. Why would our soul and the energy that we carry within us be any different? For me it resonated and I felt the truth of it, from the core of my being. Over the years learning more about other healing systems based on the concept of chakra within the body and then how sometimes this energy system is reflected out on the energy network of the Earth was fascinating. As I began to look for more I would discover more and soon I began to realize the spiritual wisdom available to us, if we looked for it, was vast and ancient.

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Awakening & Activating

I took a course on the basics of reiki clearing and healing techniques which has also assisted in my own self healing. It has allowed me to practice my mediation more regularly and to tune into any blockages that may need clearing. Blockages can be caused by lower vibrational energies such as anger, fear, resentment, judgment, guilt, jealousy etc. It is difficult to remain in a state of acceptance with these emotions and let them pass as each of these emotions hold with them valuable lessons and are experienced quite often in our society yet we often resist or suppress them or cling to them and harbor them. When we fail to release these emotions they can form blockages and when we bury them for too long within our energetic field we open the door for illness and pain to manifest.

Addiction, emotional abuse, mental abuse, and self inflicted suffering on varying levels can all occur from energy blockages and unhealed trauma. It can take some effort but there are many different way to heal blocked energy. If one method doesn't work for you another might. As I have learned and believe as truth, we all come here under a spiritual agreement with a mission and a purpose. Depending on our choices, we will either complete that mission or return in another time, another lineage, another vessel, to try again.

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It is said by many indigenous peoples and spiritual leaders that the time of great awakening is upon us. It has been said the Earth will soon go through dramatic changes and the people will all have an opportunity to awaken. Awakening to your soul, also referred to as your higher self, often comes in waves. For some, it can be sudden and intense and push people beyond what many deem as rational thinking or logical behavior. Too much too soon and it can be difficult to digest and maintain balance in your life. Patience is key for spiritual development so that it can integrate and allow you to slowly adjust. Trusting the little nudges from your heart, the fascinations and passions for cultures, art, music, travel and adventure can lead you to profound, life changing experiences. Why wait to discover what you are searching for?

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Earth Ascension

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Spirit Guides

I hope you enjoyed my Spiritual, Supernatural Writing Contest Entry for @jerrrybanfield.

For those who made it this far in my story, may you find the teachers, healers and guides you are seeking in your life. True healers are few and far between but they do exist. If you are longing for spiritual experiences but don’t know where to start I encourage you to look into things like chakras, reiki, and cranial sacral therapy. Prayer and meditation is very powerful and in time you can call on your spirit guides and you may even feel them or sense them in some way, perhaps receiving images or feelings. For me, information on star nations awakened another level of awareness for me and I found it very interesting to consider. Past life regressions are also a great way to deepen your level of consiousness. Meditations can be found on Youtube (though I am unsure which ones are good) or with specialized hypnotherapists. Hypnotherapy is another great way to heal trauma and explore your own consciousness. If you can dream it, you can manifest it. The sky isn’t the limit, for we are limitless beings of energy and spirit dwelling in bodies made of the same molecules birthed from stars!

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Higher Self Chakra Activation

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Really interesting experiences. Although way past upvote-period, I shall include this in my next collection. Indeed, am spending so long reading that I may not post till tomorrow. Thanks again!

Definitely, yes it is unfortunately past the upvote period but thanks for checking it out.

Janelle this is absolutely blowing me away and hitting some deep truths in me like violence in the DNA! I am resteeming at halfway through bed and will finish reading tomorrow morning!

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@janellelanae,

I appreciate you stopping to read my post, so I must return the favor. I really enjoyed your experiences. I have often read about healers in Hawaii. They fascinate me and make me want to seek one out. Reading the story behind Dan Millman and his experience in the sacred journey of the peaceful warrior. A man of the name of Ram Dass had a journey to India where he practiced with a guru. It was an extremely powerful experience to hear. As was yours. I hope that you continue to grow and connect with the lost powers of our species.

Thanks again for reading mine, I really appreciate it.

Keep Steeming!

Thank you @varignon. I appreciate you reading my post and leaving a comment. I have always been interested in traveling to India. I am definitely interested in reading that book where he learns woth the guru. I have read the way of the peaceful warrior. Thankfully a college course I took actually required it as a reading assignment and we would have class discussions on it. Anyway thank you again for your post. Very relatable for me as spiritual awakening can often appear as mental illness for some and it can be very difficult to make the "transition" without a living guide. Good job for having the courage to share and keep up the good work .

Do you have any suggestions on finding a living guide? I fear others' authenticity.

Definitely depends on where you are living. I will send you some links. Most of the ones i have seen on the mainland via research seem to charge a great deal but i will look into it and see if i can find any thing that feels legitimate and clear. Prayers everyday to invite your guides for your highest good to assist you and guide you to a spiritual living guide for you will help.

Sweet! Thank you so much, feel free to message me through my wallet. I'll make sure to send out those intentions.

we all come here under a spiritual agreement with a mission and a purpose. Depending on our choices, we will either complete that mission or return in another time, another lineage, another vessel, to try again.

My same experience!

True healers are few and far between but they do exist.

I find life is full of messengers offering true healing for me even when they themselves may need the same!

Janelle I loved reading this and am happy to see hundreds of readers came from my blog to read it within 24 hours of resteeming!

Thank you @jerrybanfield I really appreciate that so many enjoyed it. When you are unable to reach as many people on your own... to be able to reach more people with a helping hand from others is really beautiful as this story was very important to me. I'm glad so many can relate to it and the fact that you opened up this door on steemit for so many to share these types of stories is beautiful. Thank you! You are definitely assisting in raising the vibration of steemit!

Wow! I am so glad that I joined in on this contest so that I can easily find so many people with same interest as me. This is a beautiful story and not like one I have ever read. What an amazing experience. I just started my spiritual journey a few months ago. I haven't gone any further than simple meditations to connect to my guides and hear messages, I would love to experience what you have!

I'm currently trying to get my chakras to balance which for some reason this round has been really hard. Life knocked me down after I first started my awakening and it has made it so difficult to become aligned again. I really want to learn Reiki healing, I think it would be fun and would help me a lot!

I haven't written much about my awakening yet, I wanted to wait until I had more followers that were interested in it so that hopefully I could reach more people and help them awaken their soul. For the contest I wrote about supernatural experiences that I had which led me to my awakening. If you are interested in reading it, here it is - My supernatural Experience

You have gained a new follower from me and hopefully a new friend :)

Great job on your post!

Thank you very much. These were also some of the experiences that led to my awakening. Even after becoming more aware to the spiritual world and what it means to be more aware to the consciousness of creation, it can still be a challenge. The Buddha and Jesus knew that detaching from worldly possessions and even from the fears of losing a family member is key. If there is anything in your life that can lead you to fear you can easily get pulled off balance. As a stay at home mother of 3 living off one income can be very difficult however the moment you start being too eager for money or too eager for any object or experience for that matter it can pull you off balance. I prayed for a spiritual awakening for a few years before it finally came like a tsunami and it was very difficult for my family.

Personally I am experiencing a tough lesson right now. It takes great effort, meditating and connecting with the Earth, praying and being open to both receiving guidance and healing and letting go of all we no longer need to be truly be in balance. It is certainly a practice. And sometimes when we are tested we fail. That can be a big blow after having super enlightening experiences. Right now I have to remind myself that no matter what happens, when we fall off the road of balance and light and into the pits of fear, worry, and worst of all despair, we must reflect how we got there get back up and do better next time.

To remember we are eternal beings and now matter how bad things may seem, we have the power to turn them around, even if that means packing up your stuff and moving states. I did that a few times before I finally felt like I was home.

The world is changing dramatically right now. The old must fall away before the new can emerge into its new beautiful trans-mutated metamorphic butterfly self and we are certainly reflections of that. I sometimes even realize that depending on your gifts, for me being an empath, I often pick up other unwanted energies if I am not being diligent and can feel things I know are not me.

Anyway I could ramble on about this for a long time myself right now but somehow sharing this helps me in remembering its ok. There is a flow to life and that flow isn't always up. Its kind of like those old telephone cords, the curling ones, like an endless spiral of cycles that can take us up and down up and and hopefully the overall trend is up.

Thank you for your share. I love your username by the way and I will certainly follow you. I look forward to reading this story and future stories. I too have more stories to share. Someday I might write a book, maybe these stories will be chapters in my book. For now I will just enjoy the beauty of steemit, especially in light of all these wonderful stories. Blessings to you on your life journey and thank you for your comment.

The Buddha and Jesus knew that detaching from worldly possessions and even from the fears of losing a family member is key.

I love that sentence so much. It has so much meaning and truth behind it. I also am a stay at home mother and I do believe that the fear of money and uncertainty of the future is causing my blocks. We actually just moved to a new state 6 hours away from home. I feel like I am meant to be here but my mother makes it hard because she doesn't want me here. I am so confused in life. My spiritual journey is the only thing keeping me going even though I am blocked. You're comment is so inspiring and well-written. You would do amazing writing a book. If you ever do, I promise you that I would buy it.

Namaste

Thank you. I have the " Life Purpose Cards " by Doreen Virtue and the Author card calling me to write a book has been coming out frequently. I know I need to start. So thank you for the encouragement. It really helps. As a mother of 3 small ones under 6 years old I know how difficult finding time to clear the energy field can be. There are many ways, cold showers and intention to clear being one but the other more pleasant of course is standing out facing the sun, breathing in the energy of the sun and breathing out all that no longer serves you. Imagine all your fears worries and doubts just lifting out and releasing through your breath and traveling to the sun to be burned up and then breathing in the sun's life giving energy. It is really amazing how well it works. I always get my best clarity that way. You can also do moon breathing in a similar way. Different kinds of messages will come. :-)

You can also pray to the Arch Angels as some work specifically to help clear the energy field. I often call on Arch Angel Michael to come to protect me or take shadow entities that may be causing me trouble. Archangel Michael has assisted me in removing two family demons and one more that was attacking me in my dream space as well as a line of trauma that looked like a sliver if metal going through my chakra when I would meditate on it. It took over a year till I finally was able to identify it and confidently called on the archangels to have it removed. Here is a great resource about them.

http://foreverconscious.com/getting-to-know-your-spirit-team

I've never heard of those cards. That's amazing the card is showing signs towards writing a book. I do have Angel Oracle cards that I work with. They don't tell me much other than the fact that I am on the right path. Which is needed because I feel no where close to right path in my life. Thank you for the suggestions, I will work on them so that I can get back on track. I work with my spirit guide often and I do call upon the Archangels but I have never closely worked with them. I will definitely check out that link, thank you so much for sharing!

What a journey! It seems that when we are ready the synchronicity just flows doesn't it? If I make it back to Hawaii any time soon I'll have to see if I can contact your shaman/healer. Could use one! I've finally decided that a long term (20 years) disease I've had is from a blockage in my energetic body/field. I am continually amazed at my own ignorance and that it took so long to figure this out! But, anyway, i'm ready now and I am certain the path to healing will open up. I did enjoy your remarks very much. What a wonder it is to see beyond the illusion. Many blessings.

Thank you very much, unfortunately she fell ill recently. I hope very much that she makes it through this but unfortunately many healers I know have been passing on recently but yes if you make it back to Hawaii feel free to message me on a latest post and I will certainly try to connect you two if she is still available. If you continue to be pray with gratitude and for a path to healing for your highest good it will certainly manifest, though often in unexpected ways. If you can find someone who does hypnotherapy and past life regressions near you it is a wonderful way to dig into your own subconscious and heal your own blockages too. I've had to call on Archangel Michael to take a family demon from my energy field before during a hypnotherapy session as well as healed my past life trauma that I included in this story. I actually read a different story from the Supernatural Writing Contest where the teller accessed 5+ past lives from various times and the healing and awakening that occurred for her present self was immense. I have a calling to do another past life regression soon, especially after reading that. Many blessings to you on your journey too, I hope you find the healer you need!

I appreciate you reaching out and sharing. I was pondering today about the value and purpose of Steemit and one of the reasons I will be persistent is just for this very thing. To connect. To, perhaps make a difference. That's one reason I liked your story, it was more than a story - you gave meaning to it for your readers.

As far as past lives go, I know for certain I've had at least 24 (I seen myself in visions, I've seen "pictures" of myself in my mind. I've even had poems come to me that detailed events from other lifetimes. It's all been very fascinating) but I suspect all of us who are on a more, what shall I say... accelerated path, this life time, have had hundreds if not thousands of lifetimes. The Buddha said he had had at least 100,000. Life really is a continuation, the soul never dies. I am attaching a link to another post I made that may interest you. An experience that lasted over a month. Here 'tis: steemit.com/jerrybanfield/@mistermercury/i-died-hundred-deaths. I've come to understand, finally (like I said I'm usually the last one to figure it out) that disease is an affliction upon our energetic bodies and that is where the healing must be done. Some disease, is imprinted through our DNA from ancestral energy and some is brought over from our own past lives. This disease I carry around with me is from ancestral DNA since my sister had the same thing. You noticed I said "had". It weakened her energetic body and took her. As for me the disease has been a blessing of sorts, for I've learned a great deal from it and frankly it has humbled me. I can't recall if it was the Buddha or the Dali Lama or who, but one of the Masters said that in order for one to be enlightened one must have gone through terrible physical affliction first. I can understand that. Anyway, may you be blessed.

Wow it sounds like you are very in tune with your souls history. That is truly a gift! I'm sorry to hear about your sister. Thankfully you have managed to see the illness in a different way so I hope you find a path to healing that. As I mentioned in the post, when you heal your own DNA you heal the paths in front of you, descended from you as well, that is if you have children. Life is so amazing, discovering our own great mystery. Uncovering layer by layer. Thank you for the share. I will check out your post too. Its really nice to meet so many spiritually connected individuals :-).

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