Welcome to Steemit @dreamerwideawake. I read your intro post and I found myself relating to your experiences that it is surreal. I have three daughters, two of them are here in Steemit. The eldest died at childbirth due to chord coil complications. She was the most beautiful baby I ever saw, all of 9.4 lbs and 24 inches long. My second, @noellesevilla, also had heart murmur detected one week after birth because of a hole in her heart. The youngest, @jacinta.sevilla was born 6 months premature and also weighed 1 kilogram. I know the difficulties you narrated above because I lived through them. I am glad you have survived these trials and I look forward to your success in our community.