The Story of my Life

Good Evening Ladies and Gentleman,
My Name is Florian. I am a 31 years old guy from Germany.

I´ve been around for many years and finally moved back to my Hometown Hamburg.
Plenty of years I was a Man of wealth and Taste, stole too many souls and faith.
I worked in many different Locations and Companies and always thought, Life is always going as easy as it did all my Life. But I does not.

There were a bad Travel mate in my soul, always been around and finally fucked me up.
Alcohol. I lost Control, always thought I am the one who Controls everything, but didn’t realize the Point where it changed. Where Alcohol controlled me more, than I control this fuckin Drug.

I lost my fuckin nice runnin Company, my Girl quit because I cheat on her. Everything I lived for was suddenly gone.
If i am totally honest to myself, it was my fault.

Nevertheless I am pretty lost and don´t know where to start and what to do.
But I started to fight. Therapy, Rehab, Drinking, Therapy and so on.

I am really interested in the opportunities steemit can give and I am tensed what comes next.

Maybe I got depressed, that´s what my Doctors told me.
For me it´s hard to accept, but I have to faith the truth.

I want to go back to the Point where all started, but that is impossible.
I Love Physics by the Way, if some likes to talk about Albert Einstein and his Theory of life, you are welcome! Maybe there will be a possibility to Time travel in future Life ;)

But for now, I have to work with all I have and had.

I am really interested in everything new, in mind-blowing things, in the life at it is.
Traveling, Science, Political Changes, Diving, my Flat, DIY, Woman, Man, Music, Depression, Addiction…

There is a lot where my Attention is forced to go, I try to dig and find myself, as a new version of mine.
I Like to share what I am interested in, like to connect and talk to others.

Flow 2.0