Thanks for caring about this subject it really gives me hope that humanity may grow a little more. As for porn, I started being curious at age 14 after seeing a drawing but initially it was only "Eye candy" I was interested in and I would search online for pictures of cute kids I could imagine myself being in a relationship with. Unfortunately I was exposed to an easy way to access porn online and eventually became interested in finding anything that involved two kids because of my deep unquenchable curiosity regarding the taboo. I never cared for other kinds of porn (children with adults) but that became unavoidable since the method I used to find it was deceptive and didn't always contain what the title claimed. To be honest this was an escape for me, I found that not all porn was bad, but when I was socially active and had more experiences I left it all behind. Later I researched the topic further only to learn it was acceptable in some countries and some kids even had their parents permission to partake in the production of this media. It was safer even, because they were being protected, supervised and there was knowledge of what would be produced as well as collaboration on behalf of parents. Nothing would be done without the parent's and kids consent.
I was interested in finding anything that would be romantic, which I did find little of. I think most porn especially even the normal adult porn is a bit too aggressive and exaggerated. I don't think most (regular adult) porn represents the true essence of sex which is what I searched for. In the end the number of videos you might find such as these romantic ones are too rare so I ended up taking a greater interest in drawings. On that side I think as far as "porn" goes it is probably the least evil since no one is harmed and it is ultimately an expression/an art piece. I can't say porn is good or bad however. I know there are different kinds and I know there are many that are evil and probably aren't healthy but I think (as long as its not the wrong kind?) it does help keep a pedophile entertained and provides an outlet to a basic human necessity. I believe by keeping them entertained they can cope with their urges at least until their sex drive has fallen. Doctors who diagnose people with pedophilia might give drugs to reduce sex drive. For me my experiences were enough to keep me mostly inactive with porn and my experiences are something I learned to accept and say "that was it." I can appreciate that I even experienced these things and be thankful for them. I have met others who say they never had a single interaction, so I am definitely grateful that I was lucky enough to satisfy my desires. For this reason I can't be sure what porn does, but I know it didn't change me for bad. If anything I learned different positions and benefited from that knowledge. I guess I also learned proper sex?? Anyway now I only masturbate to my memories and I occasionally do enjoy reading romantic manga