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I did, I spent hours upon hours writing about living with my medical condition and the trials and tribulations I go through living with Neurofibromatosis and no one cared. People in general don't care about other peoples problems. People rather donate or help crowdfund someone's third wedding because it is most likely a reflection of them. People don't give a crap about a homeless person on the streets suffering from a debilitating medical condition. Heck not even my family cares. I haven't spoke to my mother in years because she rather not hear about my problems than help me deal with them. The same goes with my father. They only want to hear good things.

Your name could be FUCKITILIVE give it some more time dont look for explanations you reply and you comment and blog Thats the thing here. I am not going to say All Will be ok I am not a fortune teller but eloping to YouTube Will get you nothing here that could be the case eventually
Good luck maybe a tip is to use the Free STEEMIFY app in the Appstore

lol ok, thanks for the advice.