Mini Bio How About The Truth

Ok here we go

Growing up in a small town was wounderful.
Growing up with a leaning disability was not.

You get to the point were you would start the jokes about you leaning disability so no one would get a chance too. Only a few people can relate to that I guess. My grammar is terrible. So I'm sorry if you read this and think that.

I was a loved child by my family and maybe a few others. And am still loved.

I struggled through school tried college didn't graduate. Went straight to work. Had many different jobs. Still don't have a career. I may never have one who knows. Right now I work for Titan homes builds trailers in modular home. Well is sucks. But I do it for my family to house feed them. I don't get any benefits and don't want them. Well the other day I shot myslef in my arm.

It didn't hurt to bad and I'm ok. Ok I will keep going
Everything I do now is form my family and I would do anything. I live paycheck to paycheck skipping bills to pay other bills sometimes. I don't have very much money on in my account let take a look what I have today it was payday 🤑

That's after a car payment went out 😣
I bring home about $500 a week.

My first child me and my wife lost at 34 week. Maya Dee. I will always miss her. A year later miss Delilah Samus came into our life daddy's little girl. Will always be

After that we had a very ruff patch. A few years later we separated sold our house and I had to move back into my parents house. 32 living with my parents again that was a real downer.

After a year me and my wife made up and we are doing great. She had to work out her depression. And issues she was going through.

Well I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me or pity me in any way. I'm not looking for that. I just wanted to be real for once instead of all fakeness I see On Facebook all the time.

All in all I love life and my family and friends. Oh I'm also a big geek so my blog will be very geeky.