I'm... awake, and tired.

I've been getting to the point where I don't feel like I deserve (or maybe, more simply//that I should..) REST /// this only happens I've after actively tried to override the desires I have to sleep... it works after a few times... Then I'm just like.... WELL>>> I guess I'm going into hysteria // might as well enjoy it.... try and get some shit done.....

fahk.