God damn't It's my time to wake up!

in #innuendo7 years ago

Well, well, well so here I am... Is this gonna be my Innuendo?

"I don't give a F***!!! " I yelled at myself - looking into the mirror trying to recognize who I really am.

"Stop lying to us! Just find the way and brake through all that shit right to the top of yourself and be what you want to be."

"Well, I can't!" - I always replied myself, searching for excuses and reasons in my pasts or even blaming others in my daily misleads.

It's always the right time to change - right?

I don't need to be the one as made seen by others, I can be myself. But who the F*** I am?

Head full of thoughts and Ideas, some of them made by collective thinking of our universe - for example, Steemit..... I knew that this is the way of future, but I didn't know the code and one year later my friend introduces me with this website.

To be honest - this is the third time in my life - when thoughts I thought I thoughted by myself and only I had than Idea was simply the right connection in my universe.

I wasted so much, a lot of things to learn and so many to make by myself - but no regrets! That's the way to my Innuendo.

"Look at yourself you fool!" "You're in such a deep shithole, you never will get out!!!!"
"F*** you anxiety! It's never too late to start it over." - I replie this louder and louder every day!
""You idiot, you're the embarrassment of intelligence human race!" "Yes, yes listen to yourself - you know nothing, you are nothing - you will be nothing!"
"That's where you wrong, I'm not the wisest and could never bee - but I can break through the loop I created by myself - and in a matter of fact - I'm not the worst case scenario!" - never let your thoughts you down. Be stronger than yourself and develope strength to accumulate even bigger strength - I knew at this moment that I'm on the right way.

I need to learn, I need to improve, I need to stop being afraid of what I really AM!

I'm a dreamer, my dreams make me think BIG. I know there's always the way to do better, bigger, stronger. Motion and progression is everything - somehow I lost this in my actions. But baby - you know I was going to be back. Older, wiser, stronger....

My life is NOW.
@hansis @Emss

The first post, first writing out of nothing, still much to learn and do. I want to go so fucking far! V for victory!

Still here? Thank you for your attention, leave a comment and be honest about my paws and errors! I'm prepared to teach my self a new way for every day!

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