Wow, that was a very inspiring and completely truthful post. :D Homesteading isn't for everyone and there is no shame in admitting if its not for you. Those of us crazy enough to do this do feel the blessings and the curses that come with being a homesteader, but I still don't think we'd ever want to go back to living in cities again. :D
God bless you and your family. :D Have an awesome day! :D