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RE: Things that I think about and going on in my head, make me wonder, makes me fathom, makes me sad
You spend a lot of time alone in your room. How about spending time with your mom? Real quality time, not just putting on socks and taking them off.
What do you know about the woman who gave birth to you? Her thoyggts, hopes, dreams, how she might have hoped her life would look like?
Like you she had dreams, wishes, suffers, fears, worries. It might be good to meet the person behind the "mom" or did she alreasy disappear?
I know my granny told me more than any of her children or friends and nothing of what she wanted became true. It's hard to see your life pass by and feel as if it's flushed through the drain and no one cares.
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Sometimes when I get to sit at the back of the house my mother would accompany me and we would talk. It is fun to talk to my mother but sometimes she would hear a different word from the word which I was saying and it is funny, like a comedy.
But my Mother's presence alone gives me some peace of mind, like this house will be incomplete without her. I know what she wants and that is to have a new house. I am still waiting for it to happen and maybe it will even happen this year if not much economic issues happens in the world economy.
It is truly expensive to build a house and I don't wat to spend majority of my funds for it because it is pointless to live in a new house if I will not e able to afford emergency needs like the need to go to the hospital if one of us get sick which needs immediate medical attention.
That is always in my thoughts and I have my pan of action for these things that I want to happen so there will be no compromise in the future so that my parents and I will be happy with or future house even though I do to want to live here in our province anymore. Miss @wakeupkitty
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