Can't you ask for another nephrologist or the one who once helped you? What if yo go to another hospital during a few days out and they can clean your blood better? I know it sucks and it's good to admit that and not pretend that it's a great life or something to be greatful for if that isn't the case 24/7.

If it comes to groceries isn't there anyone who can come along (your niece?) or help with that (all in the car if you leave? You still didn't tell me what you would like to do. Imagine it's all possible and you do feel good and your blood is clean what would you like to visit or do?

If it comes to the camera my photo's outside always have been better. Somehow my houses or inside is always too dark and an extra light doesn't make it look better but I also don't have those lamps photographers use.

I assume within one months you tested the camera enough. Grey market or not, there should be warranty on an expensive item since the seller bought it somewhere and for sure has it as well.

I wish you a great week as well. I stop by again.