Hi Ross, first of all it is nice to see that you went to seaside and swim that usually takes your mind from all the daily routine worries. Being on beach and just sitting there is the best thing to relax.

It was a shame to hear that creative You are gone and you are not doing what you did in the past. If your life was filled with such activities like doing art, singing and playing guitar this is something you perhaps should return to?

During our life we gain a large amount of great experience that made us happy on some stage of our life and still warming our heart when we recall them. It is sometimes good to put them on paper, of course, no guarantee that the books will be successful. Blogging is another way to share the experience but once again the audience is something that we need.

When I hear that all your friends are gone, that makes me sad I hope that there are still some people who are there and who still can give you comfort if you need.

I know you mentioned that you are not a person who writes much but I think that you have so much to share and you may find some loyal readers here too :)